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tsuntrader) wrote2012-11-04 01:17 pm
tsuntrader) wrote2012-11-04 01:17 pm
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[Silver is Silver is Silver. Upon finally waking up, he immediately tries to pull himself up... And it's a bad idea. His head spins. Despite the fact that he's awake, he's still very weak, and trying to act like he's not gave him a big reminder of that. He rethinks his actions and slowly pulls himself up into a seated position.
So where is he? What time is it? How long has he been out? ...Where's his journal? That's the most important thing right now, he has to-
There it is.]
[His handwriting is downright awful, but it's legible, especially since he's slow enough about it. And he only has one thing to say.]
Is it over yet? None of you died, right?
[The you is directed at the people he knows, but he is far too drained to make that distinction or ask much else. ...Might be a good idea to let him know just how late to the party he is.
Or visit him. There's always the visiting option, although that option might not be pretty; as long as it's been, it still doesn't change the fact that he more or less looks like he's about to die, like he won't open his eyes if he closes them again. He barely even has the energy to hold himself upright.
But company would be nice, especially since he's... Not exactly going anywhere. He has his Pokémon, of course, they're all but hovering over him because he's okay and he's finally awake (jeez guys, calm down,) and he even has Chandelure in his arms (because he needs to be reassured that everything's alright and that he Did Good,) but it would be reassuring to see that everyone's, you know. Okay.
And absolutely not the other way around, because he's totally just tired.
Yep.]
So where is he? What time is it? How long has he been out? ...Where's his journal? That's the most important thing right now, he has to-
There it is.]
[His handwriting is downright awful, but it's legible, especially since he's slow enough about it. And he only has one thing to say.]
Is it over yet? None of you died, right?
[The you is directed at the people he knows, but he is far too drained to make that distinction or ask much else. ...Might be a good idea to let him know just how late to the party he is.
Or visit him. There's always the visiting option, although that option might not be pretty; as long as it's been, it still doesn't change the fact that he more or less looks like he's about to die, like he won't open his eyes if he closes them again. He barely even has the energy to hold himself upright.
But company would be nice, especially since he's... Not exactly going anywhere. He has his Pokémon, of course, they're all but hovering over him because he's okay and he's finally awake (jeez guys, calm down,) and he even has Chandelure in his arms (because he needs to be reassured that everything's alright and that he Did Good,) but it would be reassuring to see that everyone's, you know. Okay.
And absolutely not the other way around, because he's totally just tired.
Yep.]
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You can't take them seriously. They're unintentionally lashing out at you, so you can't trust that they really believe what they're saying. They're mad that they couldn't do anything.
That's just how people work.
[And understanding that, understanding people, Green has been able to get close to them and be around them all the time.]
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...It's not "wrong" to kill people in a war. [Is it? "Right" and "wrong" haven't stopped him in the past and they won't stop him in the future, but... He wants to hear it.]
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Any of the soldiers left alive could put more stress on resources.
Third party soldiers that were rendered unconscious but not killed most likely contracted that horrible disease.
Moro was reduced to a pained and raging demon. She lost herself. Death was a better path for her.
...The ends justify the means.
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[But he pauses...]
So this "Moro" was a mercy-killing?
[Because that's a little different than killing enemy soldiers.]
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Nevermind the sights or sounds. You can't imagine the smell.
No matter how you spin it, killing her was the right thing to do.
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So you removed her to keep her from infecting others. It sounds like it was for the better in several regards, then.
[...He has no idea who this person even is.]
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[He saw her, but never met her.]
So she's one of us. She'll return soon, at least. Better a death penalty than living as a monster, I suppose?
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If she is back, she hasn't made a ruckus or left any new prints.
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[Never mind that you sound like you know her personally, that's... a bag of worms Green is going to leave alone.]
Don't feel like you can't defend yourself when people try and push their opinions onto you as fact.
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...He does. He lets those opinions eat at him and his understanding of right and wrong.
It doesn't affect his actions, but... Internally is another story.
He nods. Yeah. Green's right. It's not an easy thing to do, but he's still right.]
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Focus on your recovery and come home soon. I'll see you then.
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